chill.

felt very much alive, after the quick getaway to bandung last weekend. with the parents! missed them already though :( i cried on the train on the way back to jogja haha! sheeeeshh.. guess i'll never grow up. befriended someone on the train. 8-hour journey passed blissfully. except for the lil RAT passing by next to my seat every 1 hour or so. euw.
read A Hopeless Romantic by Harriet Evans. such happy ending! i wish fairy tales like that do exist. sighss. but lets not get too carried away and just be thankful for what we have. and NOT have our heads high in the clouds and skipping heartbeats. just yet. just yet.

something reaaaaaallyy stupid happened today. shouldn't have happened. but it did anyway. and i, being the usual paranoid me, felt like an arse. haiyoo. padahal its really nothing.

word of the day = chill.

haha.

my parents went back to msia already. stayed in jakarta last night for the final shopping spree before heading home. i hope they had a blast. i know i did :) can't help being a bit too emotional reading my dad's text when i board the train. sighsss i just love them both. too much sometimes. but like duh, doesn't everyone love their parents? even when i was taking a shower while in bandung, i tried to make it as brief as possible, so that i won't waste any unnecessary minute with them when they're still around. haha yes i know. apekah? :P n how the heck did he left his 1 pack of cigarette in my handbag haha! should i throw it away? or do anything with it? :P but he asked me to 'give to your guy friend who smokes'. LOL. takkan kot?!! i think i'll just throw it away. or maybe give it to some random guy who doesn't mean the world to me, so that it won't make me feel guilty for contributing to his acceleration of death. no? haha. merepek je apekah.

i'm reshuffling my labs for the week. had to join the other session for 3 labs - anatomy, pharmaco n skills lab. pokoknya all labs this week la. just because i missed one pharmaco lab on monday. huhu i hope all went well though.

oh how i miss my brotherrrrrrrrr. cepatla july!! T_________T
saw his pics in my sis' fb, during the alam shah carnival or something. oits mana perut? he has gone skinneyyyyyyy! n darker of course. but who can challenge me? i'm the darkest in the family lah now no doubt. staying here for a day je dah cukup dah. let alone 3 years T.T

and lately i'm addicted to adam lambert's version of If I Can't Have You. slow number, but very much alive. straight to the point.

gtg read for pharmaco tomorrow. and hoping to just be an observer for the whole injecting mice experiment. haha. i'll leave the work to the dedicated members of group 5 thank you :D

till then.




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