today was exhaustingggg. blerghhh. 8 hours straight in campus, with only merely half an hour break for lunch mmg killed me la. the break pon was because we managed to finish tutorial a weeee bit early before the next lab starts. which was soo. HOT. can't they afford an aircond in ALL LABSS??? so far only pharmaco lab have AC, and some of the skills lab room. c'mon now other labssss :-w
haha but i can't imagine anatomy lab with AC though. what with the formaline smell and all. yikess. up until now, although it has been what, 17 blocks? and most of the blocks got anatomy as part of the subjects, but stilllll i just can't handle the formaline smell. each and everytime. i have to rub some vicks under my nose and even some into it -__-" just so that i won't smell it. it just sucks. sampai pedih2 mata sume 8-|
just now in skills lab, we learned about baby delivery. woot. which was rather fun. andddd scary at the same time. haha. i went to do my attachment in HUKM when i was in college, and we did have the chance to go into the delivery room and watch some real live baby delivery process. which was quite disturbing, then. i could have sworn that i did not want to go through all those, after the whole day observing in the delivery room. wuuu. it seemed painful. but now things might change. maybe. haha. the doctor just now showed us the techniques, from stage 1 to stage 4, when he was supposed to teach us until stage 2 only, haha. it was cool nevertheless. seems pretty easy, especially when its done on a dummy. haha. the real world should be different and not to mention, horrifying. the one thing that i'm scared of is when you're trying to pull out the fetus' shoulders -- you have to like sort of grab the baby's head bilaterally, meaning both hands holding on to it, and push it up and down, until the shoulders come out. whaaaaaaat if the neck snaps or something? *gulp* i dunno. babies just seems sooo fragile, don't you think?
the lab ended in approximately 30 minutes, haha cool or what? the doctor came in late, he was a substitute anyway, and we managed to finish just in time for our lecture. and all of us sempat practice doing the baby delivery process in 5 minutes time. all 10 students, in 5 minutes B-)
on the other hand, it just seems so good to not see the pictures, for once. maybe it'll help in the recovery process. i'm moving on. the world is a better place. lighter, free-er. i can now smile, and actually mean it :)
oh yeah, this post also goes to SYED who sort of got his interview result today, and yesssssssss he's gonna be employed real soon. yeayy you!! i'm happy for you, and i'm sure the world is too :)
and dude, you owe me BK's swiss mushroom in july. and the XXL chicken wtf. and also marche. hahaha :P
Listening to >> Blue October - Calling You <<
