someday.

Someday we'll know

If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you..

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you..

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ookay im listening.

"..put your heart to rest.
stop thinking about the unthinkable.
move on.
time waits for noone.
and get your feet back on the ground!.."



-_-"

baiklahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.






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T__________________T


cause of death: ask roomie.




R.I.P



:(




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chill.

felt very much alive, after the quick getaway to bandung last weekend. with the parents! missed them already though :( i cried on the train on the way back to jogja haha! sheeeeshh.. guess i'll never grow up. befriended someone on the train. 8-hour journey passed blissfully. except for the lil RAT passing by next to my seat every 1 hour or so. euw.
read A Hopeless Romantic by Harriet Evans. such happy ending! i wish fairy tales like that do exist. sighss. but lets not get too carried away and just be thankful for what we have. and NOT have our heads high in the clouds and skipping heartbeats. just yet. just yet.

something reaaaaaallyy stupid happened today. shouldn't have happened. but it did anyway. and i, being the usual paranoid me, felt like an arse. haiyoo. padahal its really nothing.

word of the day = chill.

haha.

my parents went back to msia already. stayed in jakarta last night for the final shopping spree before heading home. i hope they had a blast. i know i did :) can't help being a bit too emotional reading my dad's text when i board the train. sighsss i just love them both. too much sometimes. but like duh, doesn't everyone love their parents? even when i was taking a shower while in bandung, i tried to make it as brief as possible, so that i won't waste any unnecessary minute with them when they're still around. haha yes i know. apekah? :P n how the heck did he left his 1 pack of cigarette in my handbag haha! should i throw it away? or do anything with it? :P but he asked me to 'give to your guy friend who smokes'. LOL. takkan kot?!! i think i'll just throw it away. or maybe give it to some random guy who doesn't mean the world to me, so that it won't make me feel guilty for contributing to his acceleration of death. no? haha. merepek je apekah.

i'm reshuffling my labs for the week. had to join the other session for 3 labs - anatomy, pharmaco n skills lab. pokoknya all labs this week la. just because i missed one pharmaco lab on monday. huhu i hope all went well though.

oh how i miss my brotherrrrrrrrr. cepatla july!! T_________T
saw his pics in my sis' fb, during the alam shah carnival or something. oits mana perut? he has gone skinneyyyyyyy! n darker of course. but who can challenge me? i'm the darkest in the family lah now no doubt. staying here for a day je dah cukup dah. let alone 3 years T.T

and lately i'm addicted to adam lambert's version of If I Can't Have You. slow number, but very much alive. straight to the point.

gtg read for pharmaco tomorrow. and hoping to just be an observer for the whole injecting mice experiment. haha. i'll leave the work to the dedicated members of group 5 thank you :D

till then.




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Now playing: Adam Lambert - If I Can't Have You
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sebenarnya.

be careful what you wish for..




cuz you just might get it all ;)



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soulmate.

waking up at 3am, with this song in my head.
and a nightmare before that.


...


ps; i miss the one i'm close with back in college. i wish i could rewind and replay the good times we shared! miss u macik :( :(



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#@^(*&%#!

xm was _________. (insert your own swear word)
120 Qs in 2 hours!!

FTW!

halfway through that i was like, flipping through the papers already, counting how many Qs left. drawing rainbows and ice creams on the paper. writing initials and stuff. blerghhh. gila short attention span. haha. i should've write NO MORE 1 SESSION EXAM in the suggestion column in the survey sheet they passed at the end of the xm. i know someone did! haha :D

sighs.




sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.





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and i hope that..

when the sun sets in the sky,

you're the apple of my eye..

cookies & milk.

morning world.
its 5.18am and yes, i'm blogging :)
i woke up for subuh just now, when my one n only lil brother suddenly ym-ed me.

" hello? adek? "...

haha. what could be more heavenly than that? :) waking up to your brother missing you. heeeee. chatting with him now. :) its weird though, that he's up this early. he told me that he's planning to do his homework so he set his alarm this early. aauw. haha. i dunno why im so melancholic when it comes to him. guess i just love him too much. :)

now that i'm up, i might as well start with the oh-so-bertimbun lecture notes. fuhhhh. inter decided to make the 2-session exam into 1-session only, this tuesday at 10am.

FTW!

dah alang2 buat 1 session why don't you just make it on thursday? sighs. plus 1 session is like, suicidal. haha. you only have 1 shot at everything. now that sucks. sighss.

a lot of things happened before me, in just a matter of time. a lot changed. im not saying that im not affected, but at this point i seriously just couldn't care less. so sue me. nobody can make you feel inferior without your permission anyway. i know it affects someone so much that it hurts. and it hurts to see her get hurt. but there's nothing that i can do. the damage is done. these things are one of the reasons why this place sucks, even more. but lets just leave it there for now. time will tell.

im having chocolate chip cookies with milk.
and im thinking of you.
:)





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